Monday, November 27, 2006
you're my victim & always will be.
i have a proclivity of blasting at people huh? esp him. but like i really do care. you piss me off, you get blast at, thats me. if i stop blastin at people one day, it means ive been loved, or ive changed, or theres just something WRONG with me. lolx. ok, ignore that sentence. anyway, as much as i would like to make peace with everyone & love each & every one of them, it's just difficult when it comes to certain people. anyway, im sojourning to japan for a wk from the 12th onwards!! yupyup, it's been confirm!! WOOHOO!! but i just wish i could leave earlier, why? i dont wanna be around during his damn bdae, i dont even wna get a present for him, ok, lets say share. ive come to realise i dont get bdae presents for ppl cause it's too onerous. or you can just say im a little selfish, whatever you're thinking. you ask them & theyll be like, "im fine with anything."(actually, i am guilty of that too sometimes. *sheepish grin*) ARGH!! like how am i suppose to know what you're in need of? im not pyschic, i cant read ppl's mind cause im HUMAN! ok, whats gotten into me? im complainin about anything & everything. it's suppose to be the season to be jolly, giving & lovin, but here i am hurlin insults & remarks at a certain someone. excuse the profanities or the insults. but i do love my friends, my family & GOD!! but i love my churchmates esp! theyre sucha fun bunch! & i just wish MR. CALEB NG would stop bullying me!!! HUR!! whats his chinese name? & MS. YANG WEN TIRNG, dont rub the salt into the wound already, i know im short! i just wish i could grow taller. but i still love all of you!! *hugs*
watching the sunset with you
6:54 PM
