Sunday, November 26, 2006
mixed emotions.
so im not the one eschewing it, it's YOU!!! it can only be you, you, you!!! wake up mister! how long can u possibly avoid it or put it on hold? not long i say, it's either it gets worse or just forget it! im so sick of u playing the procrastination game with you! if u dun get sick of it & find it fun, then im sorry, ya bein such a b******. im serious. im so damn sick of it, nobody can probably conciliate us in this. it's probably gone over the line. i ahte it that ive gotta swallow my pride & patch the f/s back, i hate it that you're not keeping to your word when i thought i could trust you, i hate it that you're procrastinatin, i hate it that you're attacking me verbally when YOU'RE THE ONE WHO'S IN THE WRONG TOO!!! do u even realize it?! DO YOU?! you only realised it aft wen told you!! surely u hvnt ALWAYS been supposin ya in the right everytime a problem strikes? actually, to tell u the truth, i feel pretty sad for meishan that she has to have a damn screwed up ex like you who thinks she has crossed the line of f/s or rather closeness in a f/s. shes just trying to set things right & you have to break ALL contacts with her?! are you driving her to the verge of depression or something? or do you just find JOY in doing it?! HEARTLESS CREEP!!! & you should just learn how to be a little more like a gentleman. procrastination doesnt get you anywhere, it makes things WORSE than they already are!!! have you any brains?! or are they only there for CHOIR & BOOKS?! wait, you dont even have to use your brain for choir!! you only need your damn voice!! i think you need more than just one person to wake you up, which is pretty sad. i thought you were SENSITIVE enough to know, but apparently, you're only senitive when it comes to issues concerning YOU!! the whole world revovles you & you only!! sometimes i just think u evince pride more than anybody else!! i concede to still liking you, but at times ,like this, i exhibit nothing but hatred towards you. as much as i dont want to, you brought it upon yourself, nobody else can help you except yourself.
NEXT ISSUE: two elite schoolboys from reputable schools have gotten their name in the newspaper. did they do that just to get fame?! were they too bored with school live? or were their intentions just purely fun & promoting sports? i think they could've done it in a less violent & inane way! the prize? a girl from IJ KC, shes not even pretty please!! what the heck is wrong with you guys?! your life is only interesting when theres a girl in your life? when youve got love? are your that hard up for love?! gosh!! you debase yourself to something so inane, you put your name & parents to shame, you put your WHOLE school to shame!! one's from RAFFLES JC, the other, from ACS(BARKER). wow! so much for being proud of your school, please. your school standard has dropped! nvm it has dropped, theyve got SNOBBISH & SPOILT BRATS in the school too. why? 'cause it's the most prestigious school in sg. so whats the big deal?! don't be so proud please. to tell you honestly, im not very proud of my school either, the PREFECTS are bloody CORRUPT!! the juniors are a bunch of COWS!! im serious. i love the school, but hate the juniors. theyre total snobs.
ok, enough of hurling insults at people. anyway, i irritated wen & jo today. lolx. with all the stupid things i did & the things i said. wen was like, "eh! stop being irritating la!" & she started laughing again. well, im done with my exams & decided to go "add some colours to their life & be their inspiration." & i lost millions of braincells all just because i was cleaning the blood stain off my shoe & hit my head against the table when i was getting up! how smart.
watching the sunset with you
9:06 PM
