Friday, October 20, 2006
it's been long.
*blows dust away & pulls down spiderwebs* ahhh.... my blog has been sleepin since 24th sep. yup, it's been about a mth since i last updated. im currently updatin my blog illegally at the art room. no, i DO NOT belong to the art room, tts for sure. anw, it's a free world, u go where u wna go, nobody's gonna bother. been a rather eventful week for me. ive been really stress about things & due to tt, my mood's been fluctuatin, esp aft ydy. all thanks to me bein stupid, blur & fraught. so i unconsciously timed for 20 ocsilations instd of TEN!!! ARGH!!! so i manipilated evth, which i think i might get marked down for. so this means ive gotta do really well for my written. ARGH!!! prep for Os has been really bad for me, i think it's been goin really badly. im not studyin enough, so much for havin such a high goal. this is really random but there're a whole bunch of mosquitoes in sch!!! & ive been beaten twice alr? yes, im on study leave but im comin back like it's a norm sch day for consultations & stuff.
it's 4.15, it's really early, but my eyelids are already heavy & droopin. i slpt at ard 2 ydy & woke up at 6 this mornin, tts y. heh. i think i should really reflect on my attitude twds ppl. im really rude & insensitive at times, by the time i realise, it's too late. ARGH!!! whats wrong with me?! why cant i just be a little more sensitive twds other ppl & have a bit more manners? well, it takes time i suppose but im on my way, ill give a constant reminder to myself every day. like what my clique adviced me. it's workin, THANKS GIRLS!!! ((:
aft Os, ive got like hmm.... 3 other things to settle? maybe 2? i might just wanna leave the other one alone, ill let the other party make their own decision. it's been 8mths & countin. i don't really wanna care now, my priorities are set right, maybe not even later. DAMN!!! you screwed my life up!! thanks for all the indelible memories, much appreciated! BASTARD! well, im gonna go to jpn on the 12th of dec so i can just take a break from EVERYTHING for a week, if not, i think ill go PSYCHO!! & Xin from Gong is so damn CUTE!!! WOO!!!
watching the sunset with you
4:16 PM
