Friday, September 15, 2006
prelims.......
ahh..... it's been a whole week of studying & nothing else. the feeling of thinking that u know almost everything & lookin really familiar to you just feels great but the moment u step into the exam hall, everything just starts to go in from one side of the brain & out the other. yes, the feelin of blankin out just sucks, but it's inevitable. you start havin sweaty palms, getting anxious and all.
11/09eng paper, the paper which i once thought was do-able but now am strugglin with. so i did what i had to do, well, the passage might seem alright to me but it's the answers which i wrote that im dubious about. there're always KEY words which has to be inside if not the whole ans is wrong or if u hv redundant & irrelevant stuff, marks get deducted. that feelin just sucks!!! so nwear yet so far?! anw, as for compo & letter writing..... ok, i really was quite angry with myself, for letter writin, i was readin the note which mrs seet gave durin the term break. i was readin it before the paper in fact!! it was zj's actually, but i read it with such slip shot attitude thinkin tt i could rmb what she thought & what i read. but when i sat down, saw the qn & realise tt i knew zlich about it, i was so frustrated with myself! well, i just hope ill be able to see some improvements at least.
12/09e.maths paper1, lets not talk about it. it just drained me out & killed all my brain cells!! it was just simply disasterous! as for chem, anth paper which was just hair pullin for me. i read through my textbooks, notes, memorised & stuff but what happened? everything which was so familiar to me just didnt come to me. i remembered everything VAGUELY!! WHY???!!!!!! questioned which were familiar & words which ringed a bell just couldnt be put into words & written in ink on the paper!! i really do have STM like what oml would say, SAD!!! ARGH!! is there anything which could possibly boost the ability of my memory? i need it!!! i seriously need it!!!
yq, aud & karen came down sch. yq, of course, had only one job, which was hist!! she definitely was of a lot of help to faiz & i in clearin our doubts bout certain things. it really was of a lot of help for our paper! THANKS PUFFER!! it was faiz's bdae too, so the 3 of them feelin really bad for not gettin her anything decided to go to serene & get her a slice of mud pie & a tub of her fav teh-tarik ice-cream. while she was enjoyin her ice-cream, we kinda got a lil sick of eattin it cux it was too much. oops.
13/09mother tongue & history! cl, cl , cl....... i wna withdraw. serioulsy, i dont wna re-take. sometimes i hv doubts abt my grds improvin, it's either it'll be the same or it'll improve, i just hope ill see improvements. but i screwed up my letter-writin!!! i didnt even know what i was writin?! sheesh!! then durin brk time, it was hist, hist, hist. it drained me out of my energy, the moment i sat down for paper2, my eyelids were heavy, body slumbed over the table. i tried my hardest to keep myself awake, but it was futile, so while i was readin the 2nd compre(mcq) my head was alr droopin. so when i read the qns, of course i didnt noe what dey were askin for. with that in mind, i obviously had to hurry up & do my remainin compre with speed BUT with understandin too. so when i came to my final compre(structured), i only had 15, FIFTEEN minutes left!!! i panicked!! so i did the qns as quickly as i could. & phew!! i finished in time! thank GOD!!
hist!!! ohhh..... proba it's one of the papers i liked best? why? the SBQ was relatively do-able. i hadnt a clue what i was readin tho, i didnt revise that part on China. but thankfully, hist doesnt require CK which ss does. anw, essay. WOO!!! the qn which my mum spotted was SPOT ON!! but of course i didnt memorise the ans la! so with what i could remember, i just wrote continously.
14/09POA Paper2, one word disasterous!!!! ARGH!!! SCREW THE WHOLE PAPER!!! the only thought that was runnin in my mind was, "i feel like whackin mr koh." that was all!!! it was so difficult. well, i managed to get one qn correct tho, but it's only SEVEN marks?! HARLOW!!! how much can it help me?! & i knew how to calculate gdwill, but i was havin doubts so i left it blank, stupid ger!
15/09e.maths paper2 & phy. e.maths, me bein a maths idiot actually found some qns do-able!! o my gdness!! this is a miracle!!! ok, i wasnt bein sarcastic. but to think about it, there were qns which i had confidence tt i wld get correct was for the very 1st time!! i just hope ill be able to at least do better than MYE which was obvly DISASTEROUS!!
phy!! everyone thought we would just die but surprisingly it was quite do-able too. at least he spared us! but ive got this feelin he'll mark really strictly, it's always like tt. what else. overall, i guess prelims was better compared to MYE which killed all of us. i just hope my grds will be better than MYE. PLEASE!!!
watching the sunset with you
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