Sunday, August 13, 2006
no words can express my gratitude.
the countless advices i refused to heed, the hush words that i refused to listen to, just lettin it go in one ear & out the other. i never saw them comin till ydy. so of course i did feel like crap for about an hour, but with my pillars of support there for me, i really wanna just thank them for liftin up my spirits once again. i just went totally high last night, i took to drinkin, but it was just 2cups, dont worry, i hold my alcohol well. i just decided to enjoy what was left of the night & throw all my sorrows & troubles out the window! the mango margerita was GOOD!! totally GREAT!!
to my FRIENDS, i am so sorry i got u all worried about me for the past monthS, yes, monthS with an 's'. i really didnt heed to ur advices & set my priorities right. all i could only think of was the problem & of course addin to the stress, my studies too. im sorry ive been givin u people attitude & i noe tt when ya given attitude by someone, it just sucks cux uve no freakin idea what the heck is wrong with that person. so im really SORRY. i wanna thank u ppl for the support youve been givin me & no words can express my gratitude, really. i really thank GOD for sendin ppl like u all into my life & supportin me through it all. sry that ive been so obstinate all this while. now i can say that, my FIRST priority are my studies, YOU, yes, my dear friends & GOD. my aim, to beat him at Os, i wanna show him i can do just as well, if not EVEN better than him. ill show him i dont need him in my life in order to do well. and all im askin from him is just the friendship, nothing else ((: once again, THANK YOU MY DEAR FRIENDS!!! (bows) AND!!! I LOVE YA'LL!!! HUGS & KISSES!!
watching the sunset with you
8:10 PM