
ARGH!!! okok, im just gonna vent my frustration on my blog!! i carn vent it on anyone else, i mean im the only one i can blame, nobody told me not to practise my flute consistantly & me being me, im forever procrastinatin. it can only result in my lousy playin & bad countin & rhythm sense!!! SCREW!!! so how am i suppose to pick up violin like this? 4get piano!! if i carn handle flute, what more the rest? & piano has got theory & it's not easy to play, 4get tt. looks like i can only look on with envious eyes when play jazz on the piano or at least the piano itself. ARGH!! now i really regret not continuin organ back then when i was reaqlly young. if it hadnt been for me bein hot-headed and short-tempered, ill proba be able to play flute with much ease. piano will be an ease for me to pick up, rhythm will be of little problem, sight readin wouldnt be such a hassle!! ARGH!! WHY!! i can only blame myself. i was really impatient, i just couldnt get things right while my mum was beside me teachin me & always threw my temper, resultin in this! GRRR!!!! i can only blame myself. practise makes perfect? i need more then just consistant practise, i need LONG hours of practise each day.
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