
IM BACK BACK BACK to blog. so why am i makin a big deal out of it? cux i hvnt been bloggin for a week & ive been mad the whole day so ive lost all my energy. ok, i just answered my own qn. sheesh. ive lost my sanity! hv i always been sane anw? i was really hyper at church cux he wasnt around. i dont know why but when hes not around, im really open, mad & loud, but when hes around, it's a different story altogether. im very reserve & seem like an introvert. anw, i wanna say a BIG ULTRA HUGE THANKS TO ALL MY FRENS!!! why? cause u ppl hv been my pillar of support when i was at my lowest, be it encouraging, scolding, critising, advicing me, whichever it may be, oh. and havin my concerns at heart too, i really wanna say thank you & i really appreciate it & im really grateful for u ppl. if not for u ppl, i think i wldve broke down a LONG time ago, which of course i have NOT broke down & i doubt i will any time soon ;) & i realise sth about myself, is tt after i do something totally irrational & rash, ill reflect on my actions & think about why i did it, was it worth it etc. which ill take eons to do if it was last time. but ive changed tt part of me, which i think is really good, now i spend more time reflectin then vendin my frustration & bein irrational. THANK YOU DEAR FRENS!! oh yes. i feel that GOD has put him in my life for a purpose & i think if it hadnt been for him+prob(this 2 are INSEPERABLE)i wldnt hv matured so much, in my thoughts esp. AH MA!! yao kan kai yi dian ok? must be like me, lk on the positive side of things :))
watching the sunset with you
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