Friday, July 28, 2006
devoid of discipline.
i have no idea what is becoming of me! since wed, everything started coming to me again! it's so seriously abysmal since my exams are comin, prelims are in a month's time & what exactly have i done for revision? ZILCH!! so much for wanting 15points & here i am slackin my butts off, my goals are becomin really unrealistic, my chem, though it is makin it's way up, thanks to wern's help, but i dont think it's ever meet my expectations of B3 at Os! im completely devoid in discipline which is definitely sine qua non especially this year. so the treats which 2ppl are expecting to give me in the month of Mar, you 2 can probably take it back since im not even doin the revision i shld be. im so sorry to let u 2 down.
anw, just a little synopsis on my week, like who exactly will bother. in any case, i have gotten back my chem tests & when i saw the marks of my acid, bases, salts test i could only laugh & lost for words. i thought i would flop the whole test 'cause i couldnt do a whole bunch of questions but well, surprise, surprise, i didnt flop but i failed, borderline. actually, i couldve passed my test but thanks to my EXTREMELY careless mistakes & i just wanted to finish the paper asap just in case my brain suddenly decideds to stop workin. resultin in really careless mistakes & not giving the question a thought before doin them at times. though my results are makin an incline, it probably wouldnt be enough to get me a B3 at Os. CHINESE Os RESULTS will be released on either the 7th of 11th of AUG!!! SHIAT!!
watching the sunset with you
9:11 PM
