Sunday, June 11, 2006
paragon of procrastination.
ahhh. now u ppl should say, "I'M PROUD OF YOU." why? cause i talked to him online & made up for today, there're always other AND many opportunities like what aud & zj said, msn or sms. so of course ill pick msn la. HUGE improvement. he replied & bothered to say bye & even added this line, "talk to ya another time." HAH!! i knew it'll work out! why? cause ive been prayin about it. indeed, nothing is impossible with GOD. YES!!! WELL DONE JO. *pat on the back*
AH MA: i noe ya feelin like crap now, but dont let it get you dwn cux i noe very well ull get through this. remember, dont only rely on ur own strength & will to leap over the wall, rely on GOD's strength & will too. theres also moral support from ur frens, like ur gd buddy here & sam too. SMILE!! cause JO's behind you. ((((:
oh! farhana was tellin me this on fri, she said that guy's are not all that important, once we know how to live & rely on ourselves, guys bein in our live are REDUNDANT. it's really true, i so agree. women nowadays are really career-minded & independent now, some guys even need girls to be the bread-winner. well, it's the 21st century, society HAS & will con't to change.
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ok, im gonna disappoint you all & of course i am disappointed with myself too when you ppl read this post. ok, i procrastinated which so isnt suppose to be & like what i learnt in church today, i shld procrastinate which is so true. u shldnt just sit on it & think that an opportunity will strike or that things will suddenly be done for u. having this propensity to procrastinate is really bad cux things will NEVER be done, which is equalibrium to no results. anw, ok, i did try & saw some improvements though. the fact that he fiddled with my belt & sat beside wen ting today(i was sittin beside her.) was really an improvement la. then i offered him a piece of card cause it was this girl's bdae so his mum baked a cake for all of us. so he was like, "oh. erm..." he already ate enough at home so he didnt really want it. but there was one part where i simply felt like SLAPPING his face!!! ARGH!! ok, i told ahma that i hvnt paid him the cash for his cnc & then she helped me tell him, then he was like, "oh? isit?" to wenting. then he turned to me, stuck out his hand & said, "money." OEI!! I DONT OWE U MY LIFE YOU NOE?! can u be a lil more friendly?! actually, since he forgot, i shldnt have paid him! na zhe yang wo jiu zuan dao le! (like this, im at an advantage/i earned profit.) heh. evil? NOT AT ALL! he sounded as if i owed him a damn life man! COW!!! ok, relax jo. btw, his mum's bakin is really not bad huh? oh! i found out this really interesting thing. he knows how to bake cookies! I LOST TO HIM!!! CRAP!! ive been askin my mum to teach me but she always says later later later. CHEE!! but i think tts only cause his mum bakes la now i noe th reason behind y he wanted me to pick up bakin. PIG!
went to ahma's workplace again, i had nothing to do & i knew nobody would be home so y not just help wen ting. so i did & haha! i really can work there already. i know the basic stuff like one receipt or combined has to make up $20 and then every $20 is one lucky draw coupon & blah blah blah. anw, like what aud said & it's seriously true, there'll be ppl backstabbin ppl & stuff, so the workin world is seriously nothing easy from what ive heard. but it's like tt, when ya out there on ur own earnin money, it's really tough, hardwork, possibility of bein backstabbed is there too. anw, hopefully my mum will go shoppin tmr. please??
watching the sunset with you
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