Sunday, June 04, 2006
horrible state.
ok, im kind of disappointed today but i guess it's just really not meant to be huh? apparently, the booklet that i read said the acjc choir was going to embark on their 60th Choral International..... sorry, name too long, can't rmb. anw, they were going to embark on that in JULY, it's to UK, Wales(i read it from the booklet, is not like i bothered findin out.), but it seems theres a printin error? maybe not, whatever it is, he'll be back in a week's time which means more time for me to brace myself. i really wanted to say hi to him today cause seriously, it's been a MONTH since i saw him, once a week is already long enough, what more A MONTH?! Crap!! i feel like crap today seriously. all that indelible memories, cause it's my 1st? it's always the same old reason.
AH MA was tellin me what happened, now that she has said her piece, my turn will come on wed. AH MA, if i suddenly cry, dont mind ok? i still cant get over it sometimes & seriously, i still do, of course, treasure the times him & i had.
watching the sunset with you
10:30 PM
