Sunday, May 21, 2006
weak. mentally & physically.
ok, ive simply no idea how many times am i going to run a fever in a yr! it's only may, which means half the yr & ive had a fever like 3-4times already? my immune system is really weak this yr, theres just something wrong with me. but in any case, im def feelin a lil better than ydy cux i drank like 2250ml of water? tdy i drank 2000ml of water. anw, ive got 3sets of cl papers to complete so 6hrs on cl tmr, 1.5hrs for each paper. ill become this super cheena girl aft all those intensive. hopefully ill get the grades i want. B3..... PLEASE!!
i finally sort my feelings & thoughts out, i still do care for him. i was just livin in a state of self-denial for the past 4days, deceivin myself into thinkin that i don't have feelings for him anymore. but it all dawn upon me yesterday while i was doin some things that i still feel for him. though at times i don't wish to admit, but certain things can't be controlled. it's a gd thing the movie's cancelled tmr, or rthr it's bcux wernny ahma's not gg, which means more time for me to write the letter & think things through. it'll give me time to pluck up some mettle & find the audacity to pass him the letter too.
watching the sunset with you
12:37 AM
