Monday, May 01, 2006
tomorrow will be a better day
30th aprilsheesh!! i strted my wk on a bad note & ended it w a bad note? r u kd me?! ok, so dis wk is like totally screwed! was tokin to zj last night b4 i went to slp & was tokin bout the class refusin to chng & mr chua bein really carin twds us & puttin in so much effort but dey jux refuse to burge?! i tot tt since she cldnt achieved wat she wanted to, we shld help her achieve it as a class & make her proud & i tot tt the class will b bonded even stronger, but i was SSOOOO wrong!
last night, i only had 2hrs of rest, throughout the whole day, i was hvin probs w my stomach, i was out the whole day & i was like zoinked!! comatosed!! i kpt tossin & turnin in bed & no mtr how hard i tried to slp i still cldnt SLEEP!! i dunno whtr it was me bein troubled by stuff or whtr i REALLY cldnt slp. ARGH!! & i knew ill b out the whole day doin things tt required lotsa energy, but since i was alr feelin unwell, i sat out throughout the whole outin wen dey were outdoors.
so aft tt we went indoors & was at the arcade, aft abt i tink 2-3hrs, we left for dinner. headed to marina sq to eat sushi buffet & of course i din eat a lot cux i was feelin unwell. so our table had 5 of us & we were the only table tt wasnt eatin ice-cream so we had to leave earlier than the rest, so we did.
so the 3 gers(en, wern & i) kinda 4got where the car was parked but of course we found it in the end. den we were gg out, at the gantry, 1st, cashcard wasnt in the IPU, 2nd, not enuff money so wern lent em 1st. dis one all nvm. wen en was waitin to get onto the road, we got hit by this car at the back la! i tink he was drivin too fast & cldnt stop in time so we were jux tokin in the car & den *BANG*. wern & i turned bk & wern saw his mouth go "F!".1st, wern & i werent sitted properly & wasnt belted up, 2nd, e 4 of us were tokin bout elliot bein louis' best buddy? so wern was like, "r u sure?" den *BANG* if the guy had hit hardeer, wern & i wldve flew in front alr la!
i nit to let dis out too cux i tink it's killin me!! ARGH!! CRAP!! ok, i was tryin to study ss on fri, but my brain jux refuses to wrk w me!i read evth & it was like clogged at tt one pt?! tbu i tink it was oso bcux sth was troublin me la. i dunno but i guess i shld jux take things one step at a time & not rush it. even if it's so, i shldnt say anything cux it'll only make things WORSE & things ARE improvin alr so i dun wna go back to sq one agn.but like wat wern said, if i really carn take it & it's affectin me so badly i shld jux tell.
watching the sunset with you
8:11 PM
