Friday, May 19, 2006
dilemma
ok, im like so dead?! im like havin dis stupid cold thx to my dad who passed me his stupid germs?! his is flu but it's just as bad! like CRAP?! my cl Os is like in 10days & im hvin a cold? sheesh! okok, ive got uber weak immune system la,im on medication for my knee so i hvnt been takin my vitamins, my fault. ill just have to bare with it for a week? i hope it'll just be 3days, or at least just today? *crosses fingers* anw, got back all our papers already & wow! my marks are so nice what! Os can pass with flyin colors la! CRAP la!! i only pass 2subjs. like i said, ill get max pts, but i din, which is good & of course bad. at least i pass two, but w atrocious grades? something which is like super shockin to me was the fact that my lovely chinese did better than atrocious eng. I HATE ENG!!! but i so LOVE chinese! it's a revelation i tell u. anw, my hums & POA was the only subjs i passed. say you're proud of me. sheesh!!
ok, im caught in this dilemma now & seriously, like or dont like, i really dont know. im lost in this forest with no directions whatsoever. no compass, no necessities, unprepared. im still stuck with the letter, not even 1/4 through! how long is dis gonna take!! i just wanna get it done & over with & the moment ive been dreadin for will soon be over! & ill be able to concentrate on my studies FINALLY!! & if u ppl were thinkin my results were atrocious cux of dis, nono, u got it all wrong. durin my xam week, i admit, i din rest well & it was all last min wrk, tts y i said ill get max pts. so when i passed 2pprs i was pretty shocked. & seriously, for the exams, ive never once passed hums, when i saw ONE on my Ns result slip, i was in utter shock. it just seemed so surreal.
watching the sunset with you
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